It's really hard to hold on, to the feelings that you have always held, to treat someone as ordinary, when infact he's very special to keep calm, though you're obviously jealous, to move on your own, with empty and totally wounded heart. . to smile even in deep pain. . to let to of the person you dream forever with. . to accept reality of being just friend . . . and to give you everything ,. though inside, you still wanna try..